Blended Paths

The whole purpose of having my own website is to have everything in one place...yet, somehow I have ended up creating a couple of blog sites for Jesse and the pregnancy, as well as keeping up more with the YouTube site itself rather than keeping up here.  My photography was supposed to be the main subject of this site, and as a hobby it still is - but life changes and I guess sites do to, as Jesse has ended up with a page here and the video page has turned into a regular forte of pregnancy updates and belly videos, etc. 

LOL  Am I letting it all get away from me or should I mention the site in a video and invite those people to come here...and redo the forum to allow for pregnancy talks as well as for photography...  I think so...but we'll see how it turns out!

...I'm preggo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Tehehehehehe!! 

Ok, so the current assumption (based on the fertitily tracking website I've been using for the past few months) is 4 weeks exactly (as of today), and that's REALLY early to be announcing the news, but I have my reasons.

I've had a couple of m/c's in the past, and I don't want to go through that crap alone anymore (well, without my parents comfort - and they don't want me to, either), so we've told them.  Because we told them, we told my in-laws.  And since the important people know (our parents), I'm not keeping it a secret this time.  I'm shouting it from the rooftops.  LOL  I'm trying to stay full of positive energy and reach out for all the prayers I can get, and I don't see how I can do that without telling everyone I know.  Seems like the Internet is a great place to do that!  LOL

I've been criticized already for breaking the news so early (by people who don't even know me, no less), but that's ok.  Guess what?  Everyone is different in most every way, and pregnancy is no exception.  How it goes, the symptoms you have, the side effects you have, the emotions you have...and when...well, all that is going to vary from woman to woman, as does the time a woman feels comfy with announcing the news.  I don't care what people think, and it's so funny how the joy you feel inside at your own circumstance can wipe the world away, no matter how negative or bad it is.  I'm not even worried about money anymore.  Suddenly, I don't need anything - except food, my house, and my means to the doctor's office. 

Yay for babies!!  And if you're not excited for us or don't have anything happy to say, bite me and keep your opinions to yourself.  LOL  

Oh - by the way, I am going to the doctor tomorrow, and I will be sure to post the details after the visit.